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ROTC lessons.. :)

       

Honestly, I don't want to go to school today.. Aside from the fact that I'm tired from yesterdays outing.. I just don't feel like going.. Maybe it's the feeling that "hindi naman ako babagsak sa ROTC". Or "hindi naman yan kasama sa WPA",,  But then i chose to go rather than to stay at home,, that would be more morbid if that would be the case,, :P When i arrived,, I noticed that only a few attended ROTC,, Maybe some just wanted to enjoy the long weekend.. I noticed they were a little strict right now.. You know,, We have to obey the "oldie" tucked-in thing,, We are reminded, NO ID. NO ACCESSORIES. haha.. a matter of routine,, every Saturday,, the same reminders.. My feet ached after a long stand in the formation,, harap sa kanan, kaliwa,likod, tuntun sa kanan,, or maybe I'm not used to it because I'm 'tamad" by nature,, After that,we had a lecture at the PRC.. you know i feel like sleeping but i tried to resist it.. Syempre. kahit papaano I still know na that's a sign of disrespect.. I still have a little respect flowing in my system no matter what,, :p And then. I wore my accessories again,,I'm the type of person na sobrang arte na hindi mabubuhay ng walang burloloy,, haha.. Hindi ko pa rin naman feel umuwi that time pero inaantok na talaga ko.. Tapos na end na yung lecture.. nag ba brown out pa talaga.. may sinabi pa si Sir Bercadez sa amin,, (sya yung Admin officer nang ROTC).. Sa totoo lang medyo naiinis ako dun nung una eh,, Ang strict kasi.. haha,, pero after the encounter a while ago I felt na ako pala yung may problema sa utak,, Hindi siya bossy or what,, He just know what we should be doing,, actually, mabait nga pala,, haha,, namamansin kasi ifever we meet sa campus.. Oo nga naman.. Ang kapal naman ng mukha namin na sumali ng ROTC and claim that we are disciplined eh hindi naman totoo.. In fact, we're doing far better than the LTS and CWTS.. at least kme hindi pinaglilinis at pinagagawa ng reflection paper.. We only have to meet 3 hours or less every saturday,, We only meet FFP once a week unlike the LTS and CWTS na twice,, and then, masyado pa kameng REKLAMADOR.. gUSTONG UMUWI AGAD KASI nga parang na jojoke lang yung mga officers,, hay naku.. mga ABUSADO,, kAPAG MAY FORMATION PALAGI NA LANG PARANG SIRANG PLAKA NA PAULIT ULIT.. NO ID,, NO ACCESSORIES,, NO EXTRA MOVEMENTS.. tsk,, sayang lang yung lecture sa MILITARY COURTESY AND DISCIPLINE.. And yung ibang girls,, oh yah,, magaganda nga,, hindi naman mai-poto ang mga buhok,, Maarte din naman ako,, But I think there is a time that you have to obey the rules,, Having your hair ponytailed won't hurt it naman eh... haha.. whenever pinag tatucked-in,, reklamador talaga ko,, and i have to say sorry for that.. tsk.. pasaway,, haha,, si Sir Hilario kasi over sa bait,, tuloy parang wala nang pagitan between the Commanding Officer and his subordinates,, wala na tuloy authority,, maybe he's just kind in nature,, palabiro kasi. anyway,, I'm happy.. kasi im now finding the real reason kung bakit ako nag ROTC.. noon kasi because of the grades na hindi daw nagbabagsak and si Sir Lando kasi flowering words,, hahaha and lesser work.. I really do not like to clean sa community,, tamad talaga ko,, haha.. and less yung time sa RoTc.. Idagdag pa na meron akong Crush sa ROTc.. So Every saturdays feels like heaven,,hehe.. pero ngayon,, beside doon,, I felt na I have to discipline myself.. Sumosobra na talaga ko,, Yung mga sinabi ni Sir Bercadez kanina parang arrow na tumama sa heart ko,, masakit pero totoo,, dapat talaga sometimes, sinasampal sa akin ang katotohanan para magising ako.. I was able to realize,, "Nothing should be taken for granted because everything has it's worth".. Ayan, valuable lesson that I've learned sa ROTC.. para na rin akong nag Reflection paper nito,, It's nice to the feeling that those simple interactions with other people changed your insights for the better,,EVERY PERSON IS SIGNIFICANT IN OUR LIFE..CHANGE FOR THE BETTER, CHANGE FOR A NEW BEGINNING..

Enjoy Life,, or you might miss it,, :p

      Hi blog.. we had our victory party yesterday,, Gosh,, its so fun,, It's the bestthing I could ever do after suffering from the midterm exams,, sleepless nights to review, tons of topics to comprehend and so on,, >.<, things I haven't done when I was in high school,,, whoa.. That day was such a memorable experience for me,, and of course I  was able to reflect something very important about it,, There were games and lots of food(FOOOOODD!!!!!!! LOVE IT!!!!!!!) and all,. i tried to swim although I know i can't,, I do not want to miss that once in a lifetime experience,, you know, I always hate relying on "NEXT TIME" or "NOT NOW" if i had the chance to make it happen that very moment,, I'm sick of the word "SAYANG"// it's for those weak persons who is very coward of trying,, If i won't maximize my enjoyment that time,, who knows maybe there will be no next times.. Life is a matter of saying GO! GO! GO! although we are frightened,, A real warrior is not the one who is not afraid to fight,, But who fights even though he is fearful..  Life is like an elevator,, it sometimes bring us up and sometimes down but, after all, things happen because we decided to make things that way,, if we chose to be happy then so be it,, let us always remember that BEING lonely is a normal thing,, but STAYING lonely is our choice,, Stay happy,, there are many reasons to smile,, :) Let's provide NO ROOM  for SAYANG,,. :p

Strike while the iron is still hot.. :P

 

Less Expectations,LessHeartaches

I have been always expecting too much,, maybe it's time for me to let go of the pointless drama in my life and say hello to reality,, :(

Things happen when we least expect it,, To love,live,laugh and feel sorry for ourselves is a normal part of this morbid life..

Heartaches happen when we expect something from someone who does not even care for us,,

So poisonous,, but we still look for that perfect love to quench our thirst and fill our hearts with endless romance,,

Why do people fall for someone when at the first place that someone will never be there to catch our falling hearts?

Simple ECONOMICS: "walang katapusan ang kagustuhan ng tao",,